The Story Of My Life

Friday, April 24, 2009

it's amazing

have u heard the song on my blog? It's Amazing by Jem..
what do u feel when u're listening to it?

this is a great song to me as it brings memories to me.. sweet memories that starts to spin whenever i heard this song.. i got to know this song by accident, was searching for a song in multiply(when it still allows to download song.. haha) and heard this song, since then im totally addicted to this song..

this song reminds me of my journey to school every morning in the bus and mrt.. it makes me calm and bring a smile while listening to this song.. i could still remember that i had a video project to be done with my grp member.. it was in the school holidays and we came back to school just to shoot our video.. we had so much fun and theres countless number of takes that have to re-act as being an amature actor is never easy.. i really cherish n treasure those moments that we had spent together..

this song somehow gives me inspiration to stand out and do the things that i always wanted to do.. most of all i do feel sad too while listening to this song.. sad or feeling alil bit emotional as those great and wonderful memories that happened during the time when i was addicted to this song really made a difference and add colours to my poly life.. i miss those times that i spent in sch with my frens, they are the that made me feel me.. in a way that i show my true self and not acting..

see how great a song can be when u have memories linked to it.. cherish those moments that u have with everyone as those memories more or less will make a real person..


Saturday, April 18, 2009


i'm totally not a diary kind of person. i dont write well.. n please dun judge by what u read, and those spelling errors.. bt there's too much things in me at time that i need a place to let it out..
nt being pathetic, bt sometimes i feel lonely, and sad at times without any reason..

on the surface, ppl would see me as a calm, relaxed person.. bt actually, any simple things can make tensed and nervous.. did i say it can mek me shivers? yes it does..

somehow i see other kids around aren't the same as me.. i'm as nt social, outgoing, or even have a close friend.. i have been wanting a close friend all my life, where we do thing together, and bemy partner in crime.. and i guess it's pretty hard as im turning 21 soon, and still no close friend..
Last time i thought that my childhood friend would be my closest friend ever.. bt things often do not go the way you like it.. sometimes i envy and jealous of people who have close friends.. being introvert is somehow a barrier for me to get to know people, plus the way that i sound..
i do really treasure friendship alot..

i will be graduating from my polytechnic soon in May2009.. 3 years in poly was a great experience ever.. though it was dreading during my 1st ever semester.. bt then i get to know good friends which makes my life in school happier n make me wanna go school everyday.. hehe
I will miss attending to lectures, and of course those inbetween break times.. it was awesome..
Everything is sure going to end on the Graduation Day.. bt i really hope that the friendship i have made will last for eternity..